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Look bro, I don't care if you follow me or not, because I don't follow back. I don't care if you "like" my posts or not, because the stuff I post is my own opinion. I don't care if you like me or not, because I'm not here to impress you. I hope I can put a smile on your face. Stay positive.
Now, welcome to my world. Here is my two cents worth of knowledge, and I hope you use it well. I appreciate you taking your time checking out my Tumblr, and I hope you have a wonderful day.
I am a very competitive person. I don’t care if it’s gaming, sports, real life, or Pokemon. Yes, I wanna be the very best like no one ever was. Bottom line: a lot of man/boys in the world are douchebags. Excuse me for the language. If the world have less “bad boys” aka douchebags, this place would be a much safer and happier environment for woman/girls to enjoy, but that’s not the case. For example, my girlfriend got yelled at by two white boys driving by in a car while she was walking to her car. They disrespected her. I wasn’t at school at that time, so I felt powerless and I was pretty annoyed. That incident got me thinking about good guys vs. bad guys. I wonder why good guys finished last. Is it true? No it’s a lie. Good guys finish first and always will. “Bad boys” aka DB discusses me to the point where I have to throw up. So guys, let’s face it. Being a “bad boy”, you are making a fool out of yourself. You’re not being attractive nor cool. Do me a favor and reconsider your life style.
I’m struggling with your past, and you are struggling with my past. We fight almost every single night. Bring up all those other girls in the past that I talked to, it doesn’t really make me feel any better. You told me that I “picked” all those girls in the past before you, but you had sex with your ex. I said I love you and you don’t think I love you because of my ex and all those other girls. I can’t even say any words without you putting them right back at me. I don’t really know what to do at this point. I am hurt. To be honest, I know I’m immature, a disaster, very difficult to handle, say hurtful things, etc. You always bring up the same issues on every single fight. I am trying to be the best boyfriend in the world for you. It’s just seem like it’s hopeless at this point. I’m not going to give up easily this time because I know you are worth it. The only thing I want you to do is to stay with me and help me, so I can help you too. Am I tired? Yes. Do I love you? Yes, I do. I just wish that you believe me…
A week passed quicker than I imagine. I went through ups and downs during a week of absent. I’m fighting for happiness each and every single day. My girlfriend is my anchor and my biggest supporter. I love you! Anyhow, Disneyland was super duper fun. I definitely want to go back there again with my girlfriend next year for our one year anniversary. I’m excited right now because school is coming to an end and I have the whole summer to enjoy my girlfriend’s company. Moreover, I’m spending a week at her house with her family. Yay! Oh, did I mention? I actually met her family on her mom’s birthday. My girlfriend’s family took me out for dinner and we watched Mirror Mirror. It was an awesome afternoon. I want to tell you guys something. A lot of people are doubting me. I’m not gonna give up. You’re probably fighting for your happiness, your freendom, or your… You need to believe in yourself and have faith in life. It’s May already . New era is approaching… Happy Thursday guys.
To be 100% completely honest, my girlfriend already won my heart over. I can’t even think of 10 ways to win my heart because my heart is already taken. Anyways, yes, I’m gonna cheat this one out and say the most cheesiest thing ever. My girlfriend is the only way to win my heart over. Haha, that doesn’t even make any sense…
You know what? Praying did work. I feel guilty not praying every single night, but it still worked when I really needed Him. That shows me how much God is willing to sacrifice for you. Thank You. Anyways, I finally got a chance to meet my girlfriend’s family. Oh man, it was rather awkward, because I was super tired and… Let’s just say I didn’t talk much. We went to a restaurant because it’s my girlfriend’s mom’s birthday. Then we went to go see Mirror Mirror. I recommend you guys to go watch it. It was a cute movie. Did I have a good time? Good time would be a understatement. The week started off rough, but it ended like I was in heaven. What’s the moral of the story? Never give up, always try to stay positive, and ask for help when you needed. Keep smiling. Good night. C:
Words exchanged. Fights broke out. Man, I’m just so stressed out.
I really don’t know what to do. I didn’t plan to come back to Tumblr until May, but this situation is forcing me to crawl back into this community. My girlfriend and I have been in this struggling relationship for a while now. I do know the date I asked her out but I refuse to count how many months we have been in this relationship. I do a lot of things that makes her go crazy and vise versa. I have gained one more extra white hair on the back of my head in the passed few months. We have been fighting every single night for the past week. It just seems to me that, I, Kevin Wu Tang, is a very bad person and fight is very tiring. I feel like it’s always my fault, which probably is. My girlfriend told me that I’m a very sensitive person. Maybe I should stop being so sensitive? It’s time for me to change again for the best and grow up one more time. I want to keep this relationship because I truly do love this girl. Anyways, Tumblr has changed and my followers… well, hi.
As much as I want to stay active on Tumblr talk to you guys, make you guys laugh, motivate you guys, I just can’t do that with my schedule being so cramped up right now. I realized I lost sixteen followers during my two weeks of absence. It just makes me wonder what I did wrong. It makes me wonder how can I improve. Losing people is never a good feeling. Sixteen people is a huge number. I probably didn’t even thank them enough for following and supporting me. I just want to take this time to tell you guys that I appreciate you guys. I see how much you guys care about me. You guys gave me your opinions, advice, and supports on my last post. I talked to people about it and reflect on it. I’m still struggling with it, but I am slowly learning how to deal with it. Honestly, I can’t live life with a negative attitude, and I can’t live life without making other people laugh. So thank you guys for being so supportive. And I love my girlfriend. <3
I probably haven’t been this depressed since.. Virginity is valuable to me. It’s kinda ironic sitting here telling you guys virginity is important to me; meanwhile, I wish I wasn’t a virgin because I wouldn’t feel this way after I found out… When you have sex with someone, there will always be that emotional attachment with your partner. After you made a huge mistake giving your virginity away to someone who doesn’t deserve it, how can you expect anyone to trust you? I know it’s a stupid thing to say, but that’s me. I’m struggling big time right now. I wish I lived in a different planet. I wish I was never born. I’m thinking about shutting myself out this weekend so I can clear out my mind. I am certainly not in a good place right now. This is eating me alive. I feel useless, hopeless, and weak. I really need God so I can stand up again. Is this my punishment? What to do? What to do? So many thoughts going through my head right now. Sigh…
School started last week and my life has been hectic. I got a girlfriend now, so I have to keep her happy. My mom decided to cancel the internet, so I have to leech off of my neighbor. I feel pretty bad; therefore, I really want to get a job and pay for my own stuff such as phone, internet, TV, and my wants. On the plus side, I got more money from my mom for Chinese New Year. I do have one question for you guys. Should I keep my current Samsung C3500 without wifi and GPS, but it’s great for text and call. In addition, I have a 64GB iTouch with apps, wifi, and music. Or should I get another phone with all that features plus GPS and sell my 64GB iTouch? I honestly don’t know what to do at this point. I really want to keep my C3500 and 64GB iTouch, but… Ugh, this is a tough decision I have to make. Please educate me with your knowledge.
